Synonyms of 'inwardly'
She smiled inwardly.
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If you say that someone has a feeling inside, you mean that they have it but have not expressed it.
Do you get a feeling inside when you write something you like?
Thesaurus for inwardly from the Collins English Thesaurus
within the private thoughts or feelings; secretly